We’re only still talking for one reason. This isn’t going anywhere. This can’t progress. We’ll always be stuck in this phase, just the two of us. Incapable of commitment to one another. I want to move on, completely banish you, but you’re still one of my best friends. Someone I feel comfortable around, always, one hundred percent, and I don’t want to let that go. I shouldn’t let that go… right? Maybe you should just come here and we’ll get naked and talk it over. Reasonable resolution. 

• to be not drunk
• but not nervous
• with you
• no talking
• lights on
• dimmed
• naked

I don’t think you realize how much could happen in six months, how much can change in six months. Do you realize that’s how long since you’ve seen me? Six months it’s been since we’ve talked face to face, six months its been since I’ve heard your voice and you’ve heard mine. That’s how long it’s been since you wanted to see me. I’ve tried to see you sooner, but have since stopped trying at all. I’ve used this summer to get over you, move on, erase you, experience new people. Now that you’ve finally ended it with your girlfriend, now you have feelings for me? Now? Six months since you’ve seen me. Six months since we’ve talked face to face.